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Re: http://davidramirez.tumblr.com/post/971282564

re:st.artist — Sun, 06 Mar 2011 20:17:48 -0000

this is R Sh.ck. how or do we kno each other/was that you?henderson/lakewood/sweet little grl liked my eye colors. mr lee and i need to get 2 a.twn bad. seems impossible now. music=ex ex ex

Re: http://smashmisha.tumblr.com/post/576431188

re:st.artist — Wed, 12 May 2010 12:51:52 -0000

i so do diggaty dig i cant even crawl my way out.
fact i need somebuddy come with flashlight and a shovel or a hound-dog or somethin and diggaty sigg me out now. you dig? :)

Re: http://lunisolar365.tumblr.com/post/585339711

re:st.artist — Sun, 09 May 2010 20:28:38 -0000

hello: lantern bearer! <3

Re: http://youveescaped.com/post/575127604

re:st.artist — Thu, 06 May 2010 14:31:38 -0000

too late for me. however: i have hundreds and hundreds of : crazy. i call them secret papers. or secret books. however i do write in a dyslexicly strange language which i had NO clue some parts which I WANTED people to understand MADE no sense: and the parts i did not want people to understand words like "SO and so IS A BIG farty JERK,[but it was written much more microscopically and eurudite] : that stuff made PERFECT sense to the reader. ~sigh. xo.eternal.

Re: Dom durakov (House of Fools) Trailer (2002) - AllTrailers.net

re:st.artist — Fri, 02 Apr 2010 12:27:56 -0000

the best movie i have seen i think up to date.

Re: http://thinnerthoughts.tumblr.com/post/470736998

re:st.artist — Wed, 24 Mar 2010 15:57:39 -0000

just to be clear: for my own sense of clarity: [yes that was redundant]: you were in grade five from 95-96 [ie: the new year in the middle of that school year?]. i only ask so i can make sure that i am not gowing crazy, just growing old.

Re: You Must Accept - Kate Light

re:st.artist — Fri, 08 Jan 2010 10:16:28 -0000

*thinking.

Re: noise made me do it

re:st.artist — Thu, 07 Jan 2010 19:11:16 -0000

id rather be doing something like this then what i am about to do. something frenetic. and : my neighbors are so suck.

Re: Ask me anything - the Mattsmith

re:st.artist — Wed, 06 Jan 2010 15:12:22 -0000

i asked that anon: as restartist. please tell EVERYONE and can we make a musical about this? good! i'll start working on the storyboard! and the costumes.

Re: Enter Password

re:st.artist — Tue, 05 Jan 2010 13:41:33 -0000

i don.t know how you.re doing it.
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every time i try i keep pulling myself back in.

Re: Enter Password

re:st.artist — Tue, 05 Jan 2010 13:34:50 -0000

this movie saved our marriage for a few weeks.
[now its my new spacephone.] my problem: is he loves to shop for food prepare and cook it: then can almost eat it [long story]
and we burn our money on this.
i simply hate eating and have a sensitive nose: and butter makes me ill.
but i loved the move: and the story of julia child is absolutely amazing.

Re: you know what makes me sad in 2010?

re:st.artist — Mon, 04 Jan 2010 17:54:12 -0000

the second part is referencing in a couple of ways that i am kinda old and warped. but i live off of humor to survive. i was identifying with the stuff you snipped out. then you spun that "it makes me feel gross and gross for ya" seemed like such a great new phrase/ i felt like i was witnessing something new like the dinosaurs being re-invented[ie:absurdity]. that.s all. i don.t know how i was following you. i don.t know how anything happens anymore.i just don.t care. cheers.

Re: Thank you.

re:st.artist — Mon, 04 Jan 2010 08:03:16 -0000

i don.t know circumstance: but i am sorry.
xo.eternal.
you got my back.
re:st.artist.

Re: The Daily What

re:st.artist — Thu, 31 Dec 2009 15:47:23 -0000

yes not no forever. o. come down to texas: this is a daily. bleeve me er not.

Re: I have no idea what to do tonight...

re:st.artist — Thu, 31 Dec 2009 15:43:22 -0000

heart.s not in it.
nice.

Re: IT'S A CHRISTMAS MIRACLE.

re:st.artist — Sun, 27 Dec 2009 18:27:31 -0000

my husband and i live in dallas. and it is cool that it later would snow on christmas.
i am assuming since you refer to dallas you are from here? i dont even know how i found you or what i reblogged.

Re: kaytee says...

re:st.artist — Sun, 27 Dec 2009 18:11:53 -0000

snow in texas. pretty cool.

Re: "A small Rebel force has penetrated the shield and landed on Endor." - the Mattsmith

re:st.artist — Sun, 27 Dec 2009 17:11:06 -0000

thank you for explaining what my husband has been trying to communicate all these years.
now will you tell him what "no the cold war didn.t really ever end: it just changed faces" and "god dammit where is that new set of brushes i made for ps cs3: i want to see if they work hi res and lo res."

Re: the Mattsmith

re:st.artist — Sun, 27 Dec 2009 17:04:33 -0000

why did you only break the one leg?

Re: we were potentially just locked out of the house on purpose.

re:st.artist — Sun, 27 Dec 2009 16:46:57 -0000

been there. and done it to myself as well. dont ask.

Re: writing

re:st.artist — Wed, 23 Dec 2009 16:12:23 -0000

i know a lot more writing / or emotional writing gets done by hand.
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i also know it really helps the stream of conscious/
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i think after havingg REALLY closely examined my own projects in the last 30 days and how i think in general and how this confuses everything in my life:

BOTH is best.
going back and forth from actual mechinal typing: and very straitforward: excerising muscular of grammar nazi in you and [sorry 4 bad use of word but i learned it from tumblr] etc. and then switching to the "secret world of the old skool even before type writer / writing story as if memoir / even if it isnt a memoir.
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it is very personal when it is written by hand and a wild flow happens
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but yes having to carry around like 25 books and figure out where a major portion is at the coffe shop can take an hour
and then also when one mutates a certain story line
cut and paste can be disasterous to the book itself with actual scissors and paste
and you think you are naming books archiving journal boosk correctly keeping up with chapters/ but you arent. however I AM REALLY NOT A LINEAR WRITER. I AM NOT A WRITER. I AM NOT HERE.
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writing is hard MOMMY! [cries, running to bedroom.]

Re: Christianity - The Bait and Switch of Contemporary Christianity

re:st.artist — Thu, 17 Dec 2009 21:59:38 -0000

i go bi-polarbear on this:
and sorry if i just barged in on yer scene but i got noone.
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"bait and switch" was just used rather harshly i think [that term?] unless i am so mistaken: on npr/ ira glass with christians / who would trick seemin non-believers somehow/ [i am being vague because the main story teller came out of a well known organization which my family came out of: we all "were awakened by Christ at the same time in like early mid 70's] and i was very angry and defensive because this guy seemed to sound like "trying to make up for the embarrassing Jesus thing and wotever crap i do not like/ and we all or my parents were on staff at this place and it wasnt like he was saying or at least while we were they: it was ruff times for us also: even tho i did not hear the story my husband did] but things like "come to awesome beer party tonite and it would be a Bible study over time BAIT AND SWITCH.
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okay having sed that
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i did read that article: mentioned in this link
and my husband and i were just talking: about the following

i know this is not "meant or asked over ages:" but it has become: on accident implied especially for overly tired and wounded etc
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as long as you dont kill babies
you hate gays
you do some [wotever is right for your part of the Christian culture thing is where you live]
you do NOT hang with non Christians
you do not get divorced
you go to church and get juiced
tithe etc
support missions in some way
you are a Good Christian

now:
i have NEVER FULLY thot that was good at all
i have been friend to all and have broken everycommandment we'll skip over thatsentence quickly.
i have been wrecked: and i / no more nounds.

however i cannot hold the "america is the belly of the beast etc/ the church is a whore/ jesus was a dissident bleh
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however: i cannot deal with Piper sorry i am a little scalded from
a bunch of Christian school doing papers i basically went to seminary for highschool
how shall we then live, etc memorized by juniour year and on drugs.
AND preaching. and many were saved. go effing figure. sorry i speak some french.
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i know i am starting over at age 38. i hate it.
things are happening and did/ in my soul
things i beggged God to NOT LET HAPPEN
and i didnt even know wot they meant
like
a verse would pop out
about having contention with God? [i was like 5]
and i would think
I DONT EVER EVER EVER WANT THAT
and i would beg every day please let that[wotever THAT is never happen
and that is wot happened
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and then every Worst Thing A Person could have Like THE VERY WORST MARRIAGE EVER
but i do not want a divorce
becaue that is death FOREVER?
and i LOVE HIM.
and i think i am being tricked by an imposter???
this is real words.
restartist.
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when i say the very worst marriage ever i am not speaking of my husband lee. i am speaking of/ like that is the only way i know how to describe me and God/ right now. the metafor changes. ??? i cant come up with one.

Re: my socks don't fit

re:st.artist — Thu, 17 Dec 2009 21:04:45 -0000

my husband and i did small part of tour with them/ for their films for radio/ record
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wonderful people
dale from sixpence[drummer] forget guitarist he wad from UK and a real good friend wade on bass
[played with chagall gueverra]
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we were so ugly before them
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we were also recording in an industry we didnt want to be in
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christian.
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"we.ve got to be better than the world
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that is when i became a grown up
and lost wonder and fun.
"dont you want to be more excellent???"
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looking back i should have sed:
no. i want to suck for Jesus.
because right now i am sucking for nothing.

Re: Christianity - I beseech you to consider that God does not deal...

re:st.artist — Thu, 17 Dec 2009 20:51:33 -0000

it.s just hard when things had gone sour since before He even said "you and Me kidd"
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and that was 1975
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i don.t remember accusing Him of anything until 2007. as in outwardly. with my mouth. it was a slo weird frog boiling:
i had ceased to ssay the most simplle thing
He is Good/ and He gives Good Gifts. [saying this by faith of course. because things have always been pretty unmanageable]
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that slo burn started i think in 03? i dont recal: but i went crazy.
I stll love Him. and i am sure this is all that Glory to Glory stuff. but ia m so unhappy. it is unbelievable. and there is not any place here i would even have community/church with/ and besides my hubby has to work like almost every day AND we live with folks: and most of our support: tho i love them dearly and theyare doing better off then US really, even lifestyle wise by now, dont really believe there is a Jesus anymore. [mostly becasue of pain: it is perfectly understandeable to me] i dont have that switch for some reason to "flip off". like the Truth switch is on/on. al the time. iam done here. i followed "un" here. i do not know why or how i started folowing him. both my husband and i are diehard believers but we are messed up.
my real name is ramsie shick. but that is easy to trace even from restartist page. that is my new art name/ it was thredd. i just keep renaming myself when another era whithers. our whole family's friggin life verse: tho He slay me yea i still love Thee" but that was nt mine: mine was i just want to be in the house of the Lord forever. hen it waped to all things to all people and : like all my life i am this weird double agent Jesus which has so worked and SO NOT. this is lengthy. sorry. I feel so guilty for being mad at my BEST FRIEND and also feeling completely abandoned by Him like He never exsisted. so i am speechless: and i have told like everybody about Him in the most outrageously non-conventional ways: before peoople were using these words like "missional". UGGGGHH. i am not mad i am desperate. xo.eternal r.

Re: http://rodmitch.tumblr.com/post/101910464

re:st.artist — Thu, 17 Dec 2009 20:19:32 -0000

i.m not reblogging this: because i am not going to go off into a place where i was thinking last night.
my mother , my husband and myself have had H1N1 for more than a month now: so it is a pretty big deal to us. it has affected our whole lives/ paycheck / emotions/ we feel miserable; the flu itself lasts for like 3 days? but aftermath is like different for everyone: and also what i.ve seen in people who have epstein bar. it changes symptoms: it is horrible. i do not think it will kill us: we have had "possible realated deaths in children, elderly and already sicly people [i would be one of those]". but the news does spin it. the problem is there is nothing that can be done about it. really. what i am freaked out about is: i reacall getting a swine flu shot? wotever in mid seventies in southern california: and now many years later in texas i get it. a lot of people have it. mostly people in service industry and their spouses or anyone living with them [if i am going outside of the stereotype.]
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my parranoid fear/ is it was first heard of in cuba/ and was possibly thought of as a low/ non-lethal but problematic attempt to messs with cuba / during kennedy era. this cannot be proven. of course: but my mind does go there.
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however God sez do not fear the conspiracies of man fear Me, and there is nothing new under the son. that is the only way i stop my mind from being parranoid about it.
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i am sick tho: and at firt i thot: this whole flu thing is a hoax, and a bunch of people panicking: the flus are getting worse and the problem is the poor est people and those who live witht their live stock and do not have access to fresh water etc get sick. honestly. well:
i dont know. however: ? ive nothing more to say. i dont spell well i ned glasses. hope you got thru all that. xo.eternal. r.