well at least the IRS a can't come and steal your memories of all those good times...wait...the drugs can. Damn flat broke with no memories is no sort of fun. I am all for a Micah benefit concert!
Brave post Micah! I hope you have stocked up on courage cause all that "experience" you are after requires more than a little heartbreak. It is just the nature of being open and vulnerable. Where you end up will be light years from where you start, and for a guy who loves to control things, the only way you can get there is to relinquish control. What i know is that with your honesty and all the amazing things you have to offer someone you will end up somewhere special.
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