Depressing. How do you not get bored? I know people who go off meal plans mostly because they're sick of eating the same thing every day or two days.
And what happens when on Friday, you don't feel like eating what you had planned out for Friday's meal on Monday? Is your answer going to be one of those "suck it up, tough it out" types?
I'd feel more empathy for Asian-American men on this issue if more of you dated African-American women.
But if you're going to ignore your own racism -- as it contributes to reasons why that doesn't happen more often -- then you're hardly in a tenable position to fault Asian-American women for brushing you off because they (allegedly) prefer another race of men to you.