I was thinking about that very thing this morning - about my writing, my life, lots of things. And I was thinking how I could agree to God's will intellectually but it wasn't connecting emotionally. I still felt fear and selfishness. In the end I decided I would submit with my mind and wait in faith for my emotions to catch up.
I sure hope they do. : )
Glad you shared that. It's encouraging to know that the struggle is one that is common to many (all?) of us.