DISQUS

Butterfly Keeper
I find myself in awe that my words, my experiences, Our experiences can bring forth thought for others. I thank you for your generosity in your gratitude and wish to say that I appreciate all comments/compliments as they in turn help me grow and develop internally.

I wish to you and your submissive a wonderful journey together and I look forward to any insight or comments you may have in the future.

Thank you so much.

~His grace

jerusha,
yes, I have been busy and definitely _not_ boring but am having fun. I am exploring out side of the box and although it is a great deal of fun I am finding myself slightly awkward while exploring. Nevertheless I shall continue and will be certain to share with you all that I experience.

Thank you for continuing to read, I most certainly enjoy your comments.
Hope to speak with you soon.

~His grace

Debbie
Thank you. Being away sucks but all good things come to those who wait. (Or at least that is what they say.)
How wonderful for you and your Master to be residing under the same roof. I do hope you two find great joy in one another.

Thank you for reading and for commenting. I do appreciate knowing others out there are similar to me.

In warmth,
~His grace

his pet
Thank you so much for your words. Trust is a complicated issue, one that surprises me so. However with time I have come to realise that trust is my issue not Masters. It is about "letting go" for me. With time I believe my trust for Master will only grow.

I wish you and your Master a wonderful trusting journey.

In warmth,
~His grace

Lalana,
Thank you for your words. Yes, apparently I am human, although sometimes I want to be super human and this however frustrates only me, not Master. I have to come to terms with my flaws and appreciate them not feel anger towards them. I do appreciate you taking time to both read and respond.

I am honoured to know my journal is what prompted your Master to encourage you to write your own. I will be taking a look at yours now.

In warmth,
~His grace

wifey,
I most certainly appreciate hearing the "only human" aspect because sometimes I forget that I do make errors and that it is okay to do so. Fortunately I have a Master who accepts my humanistic nature; however, I do not. I still need to learn that. Reading your words makes me smile.

Love you.

Sir Scorpious,
There is more, much more. I will be sure to write soon. Very, very soon. And thank you. Your words are kind.

~His grace

Mastrovenice,
Often times I have a plethora of words to pick from when responding to someones kind words; however, with you today all I can express is thank you.

Your words brought me warmth.

Continue reading.

In warmth,
~His grace

his pet,
You are welcome! I am touched to know you have been reading my journal for some time, I often forget others read about my private world and although it brings forth a slight feeling of shyness I am honoured to know my experiences can bring comfort to others.

Distance is never easy, no matter what relationship. I know Master and I do everything possible to ensure our relationship remains strong. I am happy to say it is not all work, we play more than we struggle.

I wish you and your Master more time together and I thank you once more for your attention to my little world.

In warmth,
~His grace

Keeper,
Hello and thank you for words and time spent reading my journal. You asked an interesting question, one that made me pause and reflect before I answered. Kandy is an intriguing young woman who possess a raw and explicit sexual energy in which she expresses with confidence and strength. I on the other hand have always been quiet with expressing myself sexually and her uber confidence is both liberating and yet intimidating.

I have often been drawn to people who ignite a room simply from his/her presence and she is one of those people.

After speaking with Kandy I have noticed though that there are some behaviours I have kept hidden that Kandy exposes and I can not help but feel conflicted with my own feelings as I still am uncertain about many of my desires.

Kandy definitely makes me think.

I am extremely fortunate to have found Master and I do take great comfort and protection from hIm. I feel blessed. Thank you for noticing how very much I love him.

In warmth,

~His grace

jerusha,
being separated is definitely challenging; however, absolutely worthwhile if it means we can have our life together. I am happy to hear you are back with your Master and I do hope he is not shipped out for too long.

Keep positive.

~His grace

Angel,
your words are very sweet and thank you. I agree with you though, it is challenging to find like minded individuals who share and understand me (everyone). Kandy is delightful and a little intimidating but nonetheless I enjoy her company.

Thank you for your comment.

In warmth,

His grace

ipsum,
your words make me smile. Thank you.
I look forward to writing more and knowing what others connect with.

In warmth,

~His grace

avralivia,

I completely understand your sentiments as I find reading other peoples journals often bring an essence of familiarity for me which in turns help me to feel "normal".

I do hope you continue to read, ask questions and make comments.
I appreciate the time you take to read and I only hope to bring more insight for yourself.

In warmth,
~His grace

alison Gunn,
time has helped me to appreciate this exposure more but I confess, it is still challenging to show the ugly as well as the pretty.

Thank you so much for your kind words.

Cheers.
~His grace

Ms,
I completely agree with you. I know for me I have to know the "why" behind everything; I always have ever since I was a little girl. I had a math teacher once who had to go allll the way back to Egyptian times to help me understand fractions. Poor teacher but once I knew the why I became a big fan of fractions and to this day enjoy doing them.

I believe more people want to understand the reason for a direction and good communication allows for that.

Thank you for your responses.

~His grace

jerusha,
thank you for your kind words. I believe it is important in life to be comfortable in the vessels that carry us. As for honest comments, they are always appreciated. Being honest has been my greatest obstacle. I am in awe of those who do so effortlessly.

~His grace

Deity,
yes.. one day the musical instruments will be in full view. I will be sure to let you know when that will happen.
Thank you Deity, Sir.

~His grace

Divine,
After great reflection I believe _i_ test Masters rules because I want to know he will reinforce them; therefore telling me he loves me. Text book child like behaviour - but it works. It has taken quite some time for me to understand my choices and the motives behind them but now that I do understand them I am free - free from disliking myself and free to embrace the slave I am.

Thank you for reading my journal and my Masters. If you should ever have any questions or wish to comment again, please do so.

In warmth,
~His grace

jerusha,
Thank you.

In warmth,
~His grace

jerusha
i always respect Masters choices, it is just a difficult conclusion to accept. Needless to say though I am doing much better with it and understanding how I can help soothe Him in a way that meets His needs not mine.

In warmth,
~His grace

Master of Venice

I so often feel selfish because Master gives selflessly to me all the time and so rarely permits me to give more.

I believe it is easy to become lost in another persons pleasure. Especially when we love that someone.

In warmth,

~His grace

Thank you jerusha :)
Oh the ideas my Master comes up with.

In warmth

~His grace

Wifey,
ohh now that does look interesting, I absolutely will investigate. Ohhh news in Australia, excellent! I knew I loved that country for a reason.

Love you.
xx
~your wifey

jerusha,
I believe everything we are is innate but I believe our environment helps to shape our actions. For instance, right now and perhaps for the last ten years it has been thought of as "cool" for girls to be bisexual. (Movies and music videos play a large part in that.) Still, I know I am attracted to the female form but I would not have a female as a partner. Some aspects to our characteristic are conditioned, at least I believe so, but most are built right into our good ole DNA.

Thank you for your comments. I do look forward to them.

in warmth

~His grace

jerusha
I have always believed that trust is not an issue exclusive to the world of bdsm. I believe we innately trust and through time we are taught or conditioned not to.

I realise that my trust challenges do not debilitate me from being with one I love but it does create a friction within myself. I am extremely fortunate to have a Master who accepts and loves me - beauty, flaws, clumsiness and challenges. And I love him.

I do wish for you to reconnect with yourself and embrace your beauty.

In warmth

~His grace