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3 years ago

in A New Year, a New Pegritz.com on PEGRITZ(.com)!
That is beautiful. You remind me of my own former beloveds. Though once our distance was the result of their unreliability, now things have changed. I turn my back on them coldly, even when they travel from afar to visit me. I just can't be seen with certain characters anymore. My colleagues just wouldn't understand, and I could lose everything if I lose my respectability in their eyes. Am I shallow to let my fear of scandal come between me and my old paramours of ill-repute? I feel guilt at my bourgiouse pretense, when beneath the sham is concealed an unrepentant boheme. Will I ever have the courage to openly flout the rules and risk the scarlet brand? Or am I really so slaved to convention that I would rather own the sin of the hypocrite than that of the wanton?

These are the thoughts I mull in the night, which your memoire of Jose brings fresh to my mind. I am glad for you, for how you handled your parting. You may have distanced yourselves, but you ended well. Like men.

3 years ago

in An Amicable Split on PEGRITZ(.com)!
That is beautiful. You remind me of my own former beloveds. Though once our distance was the result of their unreliability, now things have changed. I turn my back on them coldly, even when they travel from afar to visit me. I just can't be seen with certain characters anymore. My colleagues just wouldn't understand, and I could lose everything if I lose my respectability in their eyes. Am I shallow to let my fear of scandal come between me and my old paramours of ill-repute? I feel guilt at my bourgiouse pretense, when beneath the sham is concealed an unrepentant boheme. Will I ever have the courage to openly flout the rules and risk the scarlet brand? Or am I really so slaved to convention that I would rather own the sin of the hypocrite than that of the wanton?

These are the thoughts I mull in the night, which your memoire of Jose brings fresh to my mind. I am glad for you, for how you handled your parting. You may have distanced yourselves, but you ended well. Like men.
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