DISQUS

Greetings from the walking dead who are "not victims and WR Grace is not guilty" from a so called trial held in Missoula Mt which resulted in the guilty getting away with murder by a Judge Molley and WR Grace who made a disGrace out of the words/meaning and truth of justice/Fairness/accountability/responsibility/and down right knowing and allowing this deadly poison to be put upon MILLIONS of human beings with a latency, to get away with it, until they go to this/their/my/Libby/etc etc trial and are found not guilty.Even when the evidence is THOUSANDS sick, dead and dying because of them all by the same Tremolite asbestos.The United States and WE the People LOST in this trial. ALL those that resulted in death by their product and finding out 40 years later that this was done to all of us, knowingly...I have to ask if there is any one or any thing or any where that Justice can be made for the sake of those we leave behind like my children who follow in my foot steps.They should not have to fight for what is right and what also was done to them.This goes for thousands in Libby from Libby ALL sick and dying from the same thing by the same people and today Libby is for sale as safe??? I would like to see a mis trial and those in fault held accountable for this failure because the bottom line is this and this has to change..."When Government can knowingly allow Corporations to Knowingly kill "We the People" and do nothing to stop it, THEN, We the People" HAVE a Government JUST as GUILTY as the Corporations for killing US. Welcome to Libby Mt. A mis trial is demanded and we the people of Libby need help and justice.The US of A needs to seek Justice for it's people who are victims of this holocaust that is killing millions today all over the world. 80% of this murder of the people came from Libby Mt.I want it known that WR Grace and the US Government ARE GUILTY of killing Mike Crill and his family and friends by failure in their DUTIES to warn, inform and protect the People/WE the People from something that is known, KNOWN to kill you. Hello Libby Mt and the deadly air and who cares.It would be nice to see some kind of human justice for the killing of millions befor I die but I sure the hell ain;t going to hold my breathe for this, I may need it....asbestoskillnme@yahoo.com if any one can do anything for us walking dead from Libby Mt. Thank you.And stay away from Libby Mt is a Health Emergency someone forgot to mention. I wonder why????

Hi Wendi and myMeso.Well, Libby got it's Health Emergency but all I see this as, is spending millions on a dead horse and making millions from off of that dead horse.Been doing that since 1999(earlier I am sure)in Libby.And to think most of that money is feeding the corrupt system in Libby full of ALL the same players who also allowed Libby and it's people to be poisoned. NOW they all are making millions,realitors/Mayor/Card/etc etc and STILL not one dime for those of us who continue to suffer till death with only our boots on.Why haven't the people been taken care of since 1999 specially when everyone knows we are sick and dying.This is so unfair because the only thing that matters to us sick and dying is for some how to have a life with what life is left to the fullest till death.Most of us are dying in bankrupcy and penniless while everyone else seems to be having a hay day with the millions going throu Libby and NOT ONE HUMAN BEING BEING PROTECTED NOR TOLD THE TRUTH that Libby Mt is NOT a safe place to live and raise a family.Wendi, would you please address the continued deadly exposure to more innocent people/families and request some one stop this known deadly exposure to any more people mainly our children for whom we all must protect.All these people moving to Libby now and IF the issue of the trees are not dealt with,none of that money will do any good by leaving the asbestos behind.The deadly Trees around Libby in a 20 mile radius ARE a issue.And then the banks of the Kootenai River from Libby to Bonners Ferry Idaho must be a issue because the banks also are full of asbestos.Not to mention the water.Why don't they just pay the people off, close the town to any more human beings and let Libby and Troy die off.Never to kill again.How bout a Public warning telling all Libby is not safe.These lies EPA and others are selling are killing hundreds more people today since 1999.Already a man has been diagnosed with asbestosis from moving to Libby 5 years ago.Who is guilty for killing this man? ALL who sold him Libby as safe.Over 300 people/families have moved to Libby since 1999.Please, some one please stop this continued dealy exposure.I just don't want any more sickness and death of people now that we know what is killing us.Thank you Wendi and let me know what you can do.Take care. Sincerely Mike Crill

Libby Montana needs to be ban, from anything that breathes.

Someone said the name Hope. Sounds good huh!!

May God be with you and all your loved ones in this time. I can say that Leigh became a ray of hope for so many who walk in her shoes today.All of us wake up each day with hope.My hope is that no one lives to suffer and die as I and Leigh and millions face today.What I have done since 1999 is tell all who will listen to stay away from Libby Mt as Libby is not safe to anything that breathes.And yes,I have saved thousands from moving to Libby and who now are aware of this deadly asbestos fiber that kills you.This is the best we all can do is educate others from our experiences.Leigh will always be a lite for those of us who got to know her because of hope.There are many things happening today that were not possible yesterday and I hope I am around to see a cure/end to this human suffering till death.God Bless and Thank you. We all know Leigh is in a better place with no more pain....

Amazing story of survival and new found life. Kinda like one blessing and then another. Ment to be and God Bless both with every moment of life from now on.There is hope.....Thank you and Happy New Year Anita and Family

THIS POEM WENDI WAS WROTE AFTER MY FATHER IN LAW DIED FROM ASBESTOS.HE SUFFERED MANY YEARS PRIOR TO HIS DEATH, AS MOST DO.1 CALL THIS POEM; TODAY I'M TOLD....
TODAY I'M TOLD,I HAVE ASBESTOSIS IN BOTH MY LUNGS AND THAT I AM BEING SENT HOME TO DIE BECAUSE THERE IS NO CURE AND ASBESTOSIS IS MY GUARENTEE TO DEATH...
TODAY I AM SCARED TO WHAT HAS BECOME OF ME. I NO LONGER CAN RUN NOR WALK VERY FAR. LIFE'S GETTING HARDER EVERYDAY...
TODAY I'M SADDENED BY THOSE WHO LOVE ME AS THEY TRY TO HIDE THE TRUTH AND THEIR PAIN, KNOWING I SHALL SOON DIE AND THAT THEY WILL WITNESS MY EVERY MOMENTS, UNTIL I DIE...
TODAY I FEEL SO LOST BECAUSE MY LIFE DEPENDS ON A TUBE THAT PUMPS OXEGYN INTO MY LUNGS, TO KEEP ME ALIVE. KNOWING BEYOND THE END OF THAT HOSE LIES, THE END OF MY LIFE
TODAY I AM MAD BECAUSE I CAN'T FEED MYSELF AND SOMEONE HAS TO BATH ME,DRESS ME AND CHANGE MY SOILED PANTS.IT'S TIMES LIKE THESE I WISH I WERE DEAD...
TODAY I AM IN THE HOSPITAL.I'VE BECOME TOO MUCH FOR MY LOVED ONES TO ENDURE AND I AM CRYING INSIDE BECAUSE I KNOW WHEN I LEAVE HERE, I'LL BE IN HEAVEN...
TODAY IS THE WORST, NO FEELINGS IN MY HANDS AND FEET, BOTH ARE TURNING BLUE AND NON-STOP MORPHINE IS ALL THAT'S LEFT, TO EASE MY PAIN...
TODAY I TRIED MY HARDEST FOR MY LAST BREATHE,FOR MY LAST TOUCH OF A HAND IN MINE, AS THE LAST WORDS I HEARD AND THE LAST WORDS I SPOKE, I LOVE YOU...
TODAY...I'M IN HEAVEN. NO PAIN FOR EVER MORE. IT'S REALLY BEAUTIFUL HERE. AND I SHALL AWAIT FOR YOU ALL TO JOIN ME IN ETERNAL LIFE AND LOVE....GOD BLESS AND AMEN

My father in law was diagnosed in 1999 with asbestosis in both his lungs.He suffered for many years prior, up to his last breathe on January 30,2002. The above is a summery of his last years and this is how I would describe those years of having to watch my, Dad and many others die such a horrible and painful death as asbestos/Meso. We watched him suffocate to death.In 1999, I too was told I have asbestos in both my lungs.I too worked at the mine and lived in Libby most of my exposed life.
TODAY I'M SCARED TO WHAT HAS BECOME OF ME.I NO LONGER CAN RUN NOR WALK VERY FAR.LIFE IS GETTING HARDER EVERYDAY...
This is written in honor and memory of our beloved father,friend and human being, who left us to be in peace. Donald M. Kaeding 10-16-22/1-30-02 by Michael Crill and all who love him 02-02 Thank you

Want to wish you all a very Merry Xmas and New Year full of CHANGE!!! Amen...Really enjoy your site. I would like to know if you would/could put a place where folks who write poetry, as a means to escape the reality of what we live and die with. Today is Dec 28 2008 and it was Dec.28,1999 when I wrote this first poem of my first experience with reality to asbestos/Libby and the fact that it was in 1999, when the whole town was told the truth as to WHY we are sick and dying. From not telling the truth...to the workers and the people.All the rest were aware of this poisoning for years prior to 1999. And since 1999, the deadly exposure has continued on new generations of families by the lies they are being told that Libby is a safe place to live and raise a family.This has been a deadly lie since 1963 when WR Grace came to Libby and knowingly began poisoning all of us and in 40 some years with 80% of the worlds supply of this deadly asbestos/Tremolite coming from Libby Mt and 30 million homes with this deadly insulation in old homes...One can only imagine the magnatude of this Holocaust that was done to all of us.Anyway Wendi, what was done to us was so so wrong as millions are waking up to the Latency of this deadly monster. It has been 9 years today, both my mom and Dad are gone as are many other family and friends. I remember this Xmas 9 years ago as if it was happening today.I kinda recindle this moment this time of years as I miss them so.This poem I dedicate to my Mom and Dad and my Uncle and Father in law and all the people today being told the truth. The title is: Christmas in 1999. Thank you for allowing me to share this with you...
AS I ANTISAPATED SPENDING X-MAS
WITH MY FAMILY AND LOVED ONES
AS I DROVE INTO MY PARENTS DRIVE WAY
SUCH JOY I WOULD SOON SHARE ALL DAY
OPENING THE DOOR TO A MAZE ON THE FLOOR
AND INTO THE FRONT ROOM I SAW MORE AND MORE
ALL AROUND THE HOUSE,A SITE TO SEE
CLEAR PLASTIC HOSES RUN EVERY WHICH WAY
THIS HOSE RUN EVERY WHICH WAY
THIS HOSE WENT LEFT,RIGHT AND BACK
ALL TANGLED UP AND A MESS OF THIS HOSE
WAY IN THE CORNER, A BIG BOX I SEE
ALL THESE HOSES BEGIN THEIR FOR ME TO SEE
EACH ONE OF THESE HOSES, I FOLLOWED TO THEIR END
HOOKED TO THE NOSTROLS, OF MY DEAREST BEST FRIENDS
I STOOD IN THE HALLWAY AND SAW WHAT I SEEN
FROM DOWN IN MY HEART I FELT MY LIFE SCREAM
TWO FRAIL PEOPLE, GASPING FOR AIR
EACH STEP THEY TAKE DOESN'T SEEM FAIR
THEY BOTH AREN'T VERY OLD,60 PLUS YEARS
SO HARD TO WALK, SO PAINFUL TO HEAR
DEAD IN MY TRACKS,MIND IN A DAZE
WHAT I AM SEEING,BRINGS BACK THE OLD DAYS
DAYS OF MY MOM, RUNNING FASTER THAN ME
CHASING ME FOR WRONG WITH A SWITCH FROM A TREE
A WOMAN WHO RAISED SIX CHILDREN WITH LOVE
NEVER TO STOP LOVING TILL HER LAST DAY
ALWAYS THEIR FOR ME WHEN TROUBLE I DO
TEACHING ME RIGHT FROM WRONG THAT I DO
I STOOD FOR A MOMENT,SEEMED LIKE MANY A YEARS
LIFE FLASHING BEFORE ME, HOLDING BACK MY TEARS
AND BESIDE HER, HER LOVE OF 46 YEARS
A HOSE TO MY DAD AND I LOST ALL MY TEARS
THIS IS A X-MAS, I SHALL NEVER FORGET
NEVER BEFORE HAVE I FELT SO SICK
AS WE ALL STOOD,LOOKING AT EACH OTHER
ME THEIR SON,THEY MY FATHER AND MOTHER
WHAT HAS HAPPENED,HOW COULD THIS BE
WHAT I FELT AS MY PARENTS LOOKED AT ME
OH SUCH PAIN I SAW IN BOTH THEIR EYES
A LOOK I FELT AS IF THEY WERE SAYING GOOD BYE
MILES OF TUDES,CONSTANTLY FEEDING THEM AIR
ALL I COULD THINK IS HOW LIFE IS NOT FAIR
CONFINED TO A HOSE, AS FAR AS THE END
SO SLOW EACH STEP, THEIR KNEES THEY CAN'T BEND
IT'S SO HARD TO WRITE DOWN A HURT THAT'S INSIDE
AND FINISH A POEM MY TEARS I CAN'T HIDE
I TURN AWAY FAST AND TAKE A DEEP BREATHE
CRY IN MY SILENCE YET FOOLING NO ONE
THEY DIDN'T SAY MUCH,NOT MUCH COULD THEY SAY
AS WE LOOKED AT EACHOTHER,OH WHAT A DAY
I WALKED OVER TOWARDS THEM TO GIVE THEM A HUG
I WENT TO MY MOM FIRST AS I'VE ALWAYS DONE
I REACH MY ARMS AROUND HER
WANTING TO JUST HOLD HER SO TIGHT
IN MY ARMS AS WE HELD EACH OTHER
SO MANY TIMES AS A SON AND A MOTHER
OVER WHELMED WITH EMOTIONS GOING FASTER THAN LITE
ALL THAT IN LIFE I LOVE AS I'M HOLDING MOM TIGHT
I LOVE YOU DEAR MOTHER, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
A SPECIAL LOVE SHARED, WHEN EVER WE TOUCH
A THOUGHT OF THIS MOMENT THAT I'M SHARING WITH MOM
A DAY WILL COME AND I WILL BE ALONE
SO I HELD A LITTLE TIGHTER, HER HEART AGAINST MINE
FIGHTING BACK THOUGHTS OF MOM, NOT IN MY ARMS
I GIVE MOM A KISS, SAY I LOVE YOU AGAIN
A EXTRA HUG AND OUR ARMS BECAME UNHOOKED
I LOOKED AT MY DAD, TO GIVE HIM A HUG
HE SEEMED SO DISTANT AS WE BECAME ONE
WITH MY ARMS AROUND DAD,HIS AROUND ME
OVER HIS SHOULDER, IT HURTS WHAT I SEE
HERE IS THE MAN, ONCE STRONG AND SO FREE
HOLDING ME LOOSLY OVER MY SHOULDER TO SEE
TO FEEL WHAT I DID, DAD IN MY ARMS
MY ARMS HOLDING ON, I DON'T WANT TO LET GO
I LOVE YOU DEAR DAD, I SAY CLOSE TO HIS EAR
HOLDING HIM TIGHT, WE COULD FEEL OUR OWN FEARS
AS I LET DAD GO FROM THE LOVE IN MY ARMS
I FELT SO SAD FOR HAVING LET GO
I HAD TO BE EXCUSED,INTO THE BATHROOM, I LOCKED THE DOOR
I SANK TO THE FLOOR, I COULDN'T HOLD BACK NO MORE
I CRIED SO HARD, SEEKING PEACE FROM WITHIN
GOD GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I CAN BEGIN
TO GET TO MY FEET AND HOLD BACK MY TEARS
GO FACE MY LOVED ONES, NOT SHOWING MY FEARS
I DID RATHER WELL YET I KNOW THEY COULD TELL
THEY FELT MY PAIN AS I SHARED IN THEIR HELL
HELPLESS I AM, WHAT'S DONE IT'S TOO LATE
TIME IS A TICKING,TIME IS THEIR FATE
SAYING GOOD BYE TO WHAT I LAST SAW
CHANGES MY LIFE TO STAND AND NOT FALL
ALL THAT MATTERS AND ALL THAT I SEE
I LOVE YOU MOM AND DAD,BEST FRIENDS WE'LL FOREVER BE...
GOD BLESS DAD AND MOM FROM YOUR LOVING SON, MIKE......... 12/28/1999