Derrick, I've told you this before, but I'll say it again. I think you're missing God's love and care if your life, and I'm 100000000000000000000000% sure that he'll always accept you no matter how far you stray from Him.
Hello! I think I can kind of understand what you are trying to get at. But Daryl's right. Everything has value, and I guess it's just a matter of it applying to different people with different needs. Anyway you're the most serious blogger I know, so great work! Why don't you blog about something amusing or humourous for a change..? XD