I'm with Delmer. I want to know what's going on in my mind. It's fascinating and fun, even without the mystery. Besides, I don't think your motivation has anything to do with low self-esteem. Most of the time, being sexually objectified sends us the message that we're desired physically and we're sexually attractive. People with low self-esteem aren't the only ones who want to feel this way. It's like saying, "Only unhappy people like getting birthday balloons." One big 'duh'.