I think your readers would be a great motivation. U just churned out one long essay in this post =P why not put them all right here . Put some funny pics of u doing it too =P
I just browse through some of your other post....such as 'kesimpulannya'... i really love how u write. (not in a stalkin kinda way). Have you ever considered writing a novel? I actually started a storyblog but hav no time to finish or continue...it is at vtrippin.blogspot.com. If you want you can co write it for me =P...seems like ur emotions and life might fit the story.