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Re: Who Fact-Checks the Fact-Checkers?

Lilytiger — Fri, 08 May 2020 21:36:50 -0000

None of his degrees are make him on an expert on anything with science. Science that has gone through all the tests.

Re: NM Today

Lilytiger — Sun, 07 Apr 2019 03:08:43 -0000

Such kind words. Thank you

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Lilytiger — Sat, 06 Apr 2019 11:39:15 -0000

I don't post much but have been a member for over two years and am grateful for the guidance and love that is given and what I have learned to generate in myself. Coming out of the retrograde, my brothers and I learned that we have Indian lands and are asked to sell it back to the tribe so it can be joined with out lands that were parceled out by the US government back in the late 1800s. Their hope is to protect the land in its natural state for generations. My grandfather was taken from his island and sent to Indian school where loads of horrors happened. It feels like we are in the process of returning to the gentleness of life before the disruption. I am happy that my brothers and I agree so easily to sell the land back to the tribe and that the money to pay for it is from a ruling against the government. So America is settling a debt. Reparations in a sense. Wow, mercury retrograde reached way back on that one.

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Lilytiger — Tue, 05 Mar 2019 11:39:49 -0000

Now I feel crummy. Sorry

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Lilytiger — Tue, 05 Mar 2019 11:38:52 -0000

Sorry for my earlier post, Christopher.

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Lilytiger — Mon, 04 Mar 2019 19:51:41 -0000

Please have your content manager do spell checks before posting. In the last 24 hours, two glaring mistakes. Losing and percolate. I guess this answers the question to how I am feeling. Bold and not ready to play nice...this is carrying over in a few areas of my life. I think it is long overdue.

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Lilytiger — Sat, 19 May 2018 13:22:12 -0000

Oh Verna, I always look for your posts. Love you.

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Lilytiger — Sat, 19 May 2018 13:21:27 -0000

I commit to fully step into this life. I fuel my body with high vibration, I engage in high vibration conversation, I lift my spirit to high vibration.

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Lilytiger — Sat, 05 May 2018 14:00:05 -0000

,,,and yet you give so much stable love to others. Thanking you for your care and sending my own.

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Lilytiger — Thu, 03 May 2018 21:25:36 -0000

I used to feel good that I didn't drive until I was in my mid 30s, so I was always either carpooling or taking mass transit. Now, I cannot give up my car as I work at different sites every week. This weighed on me as I have no desire to leave a quote legacy unquote as I am childless and as are my siblings. The only thing to leave is care to this planet and her majesty. This is something that impacts quite a bit, not that it will change the course on it's own, but it could if more and more of us joined together.

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Lilytiger — Thu, 03 May 2018 14:26:38 -0000

Not sure on my soul capital, but I have felt a dread for this world since I was a young child. Today, I am on day 54 of plant based vegan eating. I take comfort in the impact I am making on behalf of the environment, the poor who live downstream of dirty agriculture and animals. I feel empowered that this act has impact and I feel better on a physical, energetic and spiritual level because of this. On a small personal level, I may become healthy enough to donate a kidney to my brother if he needs it. He expressed in February that he has no wish to go on dialysis if his kidneys fail They are running at 35 and 32 percent due to an illness 7 years ago. It may or may not come to pass, I will leave that to the universe, but I want to be able to if he needs me to.

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Lilytiger — Tue, 17 Apr 2018 20:36:23 -0000

Today is day 39 of eating a plant based diet. The changes and actual gratitude my body has shown is amazing. I have had no hard physical reactions to giving up sugar, gluten dairy and meat in one day. It is as if my body said to itself, lets make this as pleasant as possible so she continues. Hardly any cravings, more or less they seem like memories instead of pangs of yearning. This is the new winged ego, light enough to fly.

Re: Win a Quick & Carry tote for an Instant Pot or Air Fryer (+ save on Complement)

Lilytiger — Mon, 09 Apr 2018 20:28:18 -0000

I am on day 30 of my Vegan challenge and I feel GREAT. Would love to win this

Re: NM Today

Lilytiger — Thu, 05 Apr 2018 11:59:55 -0000

Day 26 of eating a plant based diet...basically vegan with no sugar, salt and oil or gluten. My cheat has been plain potato chips or Trader Joes Salt and Pepper potato chips. In the past, I used to spend weeks trying to give them up before changing my eating pattern. This time I decided I would eat these potato chips only--no other exotic flavors and I would not worry about it. I wanted to eat a clean healthy diet the rest of the time. It has been wonderous. I feel so good, pains have gone away and weight is just leaving. I also told my co worker that if another co worker is talking behind my back, I don't want to hear it. I realized it just brought me to a low vibration. I cannot change this other person, and I have known who she is for months, so I don't need any further information. I need to run my race, set my course, play my hand ...etc and not worry about others and their opinions. At the beginning of March, none of this was on my radar...I don't know exactly how it all came about, but I just decided on the 10th to do this...and here we are!

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Lilytiger — Sat, 17 Mar 2018 03:24:08 -0000

******************WARNING---TALKING ABOUT THE MORNING CHOICE***************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************** I hope this gives enough space so they don't see the answer. But I need to mention it because it is significant to my personal history. When I was 15, my father was an engineer working in Algeria way down in the Sarhara desert. I would go there during school breaks. We lived in an Oasis town called Biskra which was close to the tallest dunes reachable by car. Anyway, we all went out and picked up desert rose stones by the side . Then we found an incredible piece that was as long as a foot and half long log that had roses all over it. This is what I saw when we were given the choice on the Step 27. I feel like it is a wink from the universe. My 15th summer was incredibly difficult with my mother threatening suicide and my father threatening to lock her up in jail during the day. That was allowed in that country at the time. The smell of lamb cooking would make the hair on the back of my neck stand up, as that is practically all we ate. This is a part of my life to say good bye to . Here's info about the stones.Desert Rose Properties
A Desert Rose is a selenite gypsum that occurs naturally.

It’s most often the combination of Selenite and Barite and forms through a process of moisture condensation.

The Selenite clusters together and creates a mass. This mass is then subjected to the elements present around it, like wind erosion and sand. What forms after is the Desert Rose!

It resembles a cluster of rose petals, and its colors can range from brown, tan, cream, to white.

Desert Rose is also sometimes called Gypsum Rose, Selenite Rose, Rose Rock, Gypsum Rosette, and Sand Rose.

Desert Rose is found in many desert areas like Algeria, Australia, Spain, Morocco, Mexico, and South Africa.

Why Would You Use Desert Rose?
You need Desert Rose in your life because it will give you clarity of mind!

If you’re going through something that’s causing you confusion or muddled thinking, the healing energies of Desert Rose will help you make sense of things.

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It will also give you physical vitality and energy to fulfill your roles and achieve your goals.

Desert Rose is also an excellent meditation stone. It will guide you in connecting to your higher self and reaching a deeper meditative state.

This stone is a very strong activator of your third eye, and it will help bring your clairvoyant gifts to the fore. The energies of this stone will also strengthen your natural intuition.

Desert Rose will enhance your psychic abilities.

It will enhance your dreams and your past life recall. It will also raise your vibrations so that you will experience white light and work with your guardian angels!

Re: NM Today

Lilytiger — Sun, 04 Mar 2018 15:05:24 -0000

I am feeling completely ignored and insignificant by some of the employees at work. They don't care that their actions really impact my day. Trying not to be passive aggressive and handling straight on. Not working with one. May need to have a hard, hard no for this one. Good luck, at least I am not doing it in a friendship. Though, I have seriously lost a lot of friendships recently. More of a move on, not angry kind of way. We are changing and in the elevator between floors.

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Lilytiger — Mon, 26 Feb 2018 20:25:42 -0000

I have had days like that. Who am I kidding, months! Hugs.

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Lilytiger — Mon, 26 Feb 2018 20:24:55 -0000

I had joined a employment group called Indeed and put my resume up on it a couple of months ago. I got only one response for interview save a pizza joint just trying to get any warm body. I didn't get that job but actually ended up getting a job via Craigslist that I kind of created in my mind as a good base so I could pay the rent but have time and mental energy to pursue other interests out side of it. Ended up with 2x10 hours overnight shifts that don't feel hard and full benefits at 30 hour a week. Great. I didn't take my resume off the other site. I got contacted by a business that wanted me because of the past things I did and we spoke on the phone. I felt that she was very enthused and was happy I had this other job I was not willing to quit and could work around. She told me she would contact me in a week to set up a face to face. Christopher has been telling me to not push, to go with the flow and that good things were coming. Well she didn't contact me. Because of this guidance, I stopped the monkey mind and told myself that something was happening on her end, and she would contact me when she could. fast forward, we met on Saturday and she has great opportunities and pay for part time for me. She ended the interview, thanking me for giving her time, she had had a personal emergency. Her fiance had suddenly died of a heart attack at 60.......................................................................................................................I am so glad to have this service. It truly allowed me to be in the space believing that the delay wasn't about me. And it wasn't. I was able to meet with her without that grit of self esteem issues or passive anger or whatever else the mind can through in there. I believe I am finally back on the road to financial recovery with a whole spirit that just may believe that I am indeed enough.

Re: NM Today

Lilytiger — Fri, 23 Feb 2018 11:00:17 -0000

Well done. You were magnificent in the moment, being true and helpful. I spent 4 years moving from place to place, having it be a couch or a bed in an overcrowded room belonging to someone else. It was tough. I have a steady place now for 2 years, but the landlord has stated she wants to be in another house by the end of the year. Living in the now, but decluttering my meager things. A big embrace to you.

Re: NM Today

Lilytiger — Tue, 20 Feb 2018 18:27:20 -0000

I have been doing so well with these random objects! But today, I actually had the physical sensation along with the knowing. Be kind to myself, that is what I have been practicing since I bruised my ribs on Friday. Nothing like it to make oneself aware of every motion and reaction to motion of one's body. It has been a meditation in self care!

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Lilytiger — Fri, 02 Feb 2018 11:34:57 -0000

I see my donation dollars going to pay for your salary! Much love.

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Lilytiger — Sun, 28 Jan 2018 03:07:49 -0000

I like all the rock n roll, I like the variety.

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Lilytiger — Thu, 25 Jan 2018 10:36:01 -0000

Thank you, this feels so good.

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Lilytiger — Thu, 25 Jan 2018 10:35:43 -0000

Just gonna sit in this pool of love awhile...thank you.

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Lilytiger — Thu, 25 Jan 2018 09:40:44 -0000

So for those of you who are following, my brother came up to Seattle with photos from my childhood and about 7 rosaries plus other trinkets. I cut off my parents back in 91, thus losing all I had from before that time except for one lone photo of me. I didn't want the photos, but had decided to not make that decision a valid one and that I would spend the visit allowing me to make a new choice at every moment.

Well, I decided to look at all the photos. I am a little staggered at photos of me. I am not this fat ugly girl that I remember. I am slim enough and pretty enough. It has been so long, that I remember my feelings about myself as my outward self. There was a lot of conversation and looking at beauty in the rain...it is the PNW after all. We went to the Falls, the ones in the opening sequence of Twin Peaks and I also took my brother to the cafe to have a fruit pie. Boysenberry for me and Apple for him.

One of the conversations was that my oldest brother was with my parents as my father was dying in the hospital. He had signed a DNR but at one of the moments he said no that he wanted the operation to save him. My mother proceeded to say No, you said no in a whiny voice and got him to go back to saying no. He died soon after. That was my mother's narcissism in a nutshell. So I am reinventing belief in myself. I had always felt that I was the vile one in the family, the ogre, the unlovable, the selfish one. But I was merely reflecting their energy onto me. I feel as if the hard shell I surrounded myself in is about to be busted a part and that I can live here, now and with ease. That I can learn to truly love myself.