Re: Enough

Elusyve — Mon, 21 Sep 2009 22:19:22 -0000

I understand, my situation was not exactly the same, no two are, but for me, I reached a point one day that I literally heard and felt my heart break. He was screaming at me on the phone, I was at work, a major company in accounts recievable, he was at home, pissed because I hadn't loaded some program on his laptop right. I looked up, and saw most of the office looking at me, at it was at that point, I snapped.. my heart, my soul, my mind and my spirit.

I was isolated, no family close to call. Yet I went home that night, calmly told him, it was over without one drop of emotion, and then I slept for like 3 months. 3 months of sleeping and healing, until I was ready to physically leave.

That was quite a while ago, but it only takes a raised voice to send me back. Eventually I got my life back together, bought my own house, went and got my pug from him, and moved on.

I guess.. everyone needs that moment.. whem you stop saying "Why are you doing this to me?" and say "Why am I letting you do this to me?" this is what I try to make others understand when I see them in situation that seem abusive. There is nothing more lonely, than feeling alone, when you are with the one who is supposed to love you.

Thank you for sharing your story.

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