http://disqus.com/by/AmberKatex3/enMon, 27 Oct 2008 21:15:10 -0000http://vanillagorilla.tumblr.com/post/56620942#comment-3334954<p><br>it really sucks when what's supposed to be helping you in your walk starts building walls. that kind of stuff happens to me quite a bit. it's really easy to get bitter about it sometimes, <br>but for those people that are having trouble figuring out what God is putting on their hearts and what they're good at, I'm sure it was exactly what they needed.</p><p>I've been dealing a lot with that kind of stuff lately-- I hate stuff like 'see you at the pole' because i feel like its all so fake. 50 some people that show up one morning a year to say they love a God that they don't really care about, and always the same turn-or-burn sermon. it just makes me angry. but some of those people really do hear it, I'm sure. for some of those people that's exactly what they need, and I just need to get over it.</p><p>anyway lol-- it's always a joy to hear about what God is doing in your life, its really given me a lot of motivation to keep trying and pushing myself.</p><p>much Love,<br>Amber</p>AmberKatex3Mon, 27 Oct 2008 21:15:10 -0000http://vanillagorilla.tumblr.com/post/47238966#comment-1813999<p>Your experience sounds AMAZING. I am so happy for you that you are getting to have this experience and grow in God the way that you are. As awesome at it sounds through blog I can't imagine how it must feel to actually go through it. It sounds like you are having a blast, and that Jam session sounds like so much fun. That pepper, pepperoni thing is hilarious. I've never even thought about the fact that we use the same word for pepper and like green peppers. It just shows how ridiculous we are. America always does stupid stuff like that. bleh.<br>Anyway, thanks so much for creating this thing, it's really inspiring to read about all that you are learning about God and about yourself.</p><p>much Love,<br>Amber</p>AmberKatex3Sun, 24 Aug 2008 22:51:38 -0000